You know I sit back here and I read everything I can and try to help anyone that needs it or wants it. During my absence from here, I have been affected by more drama that I can handle in any life real or other wise. For the life of me I cant understand why people truly set out to play and hurt others. In all honesty, I cant sit by when it hits close to home. Now you are saying Lexi what are you talking bout. Well it is the drama that has been making me physically sick on sl.
Everywhere around me, my sl family is having break ups and being played and used. Well it is to the point that I have begun to fear for my own wonderful twenty two month relationship with my beloved Draco. People say well Lexi it is only game. I dont believe that for a moment. Here is what I consider second life as. A Virtual 3d social network where you can experience your fantasies and desires and for some find that it helps bridge the space gap between those who would be close if they were near each other in the flesh plane instead of the pixel one. Draco and I are a good example of that in the flesh plane we are several thousand miles apart, yet we have real emotions and thoughts and feelings. And for the record I knew he was sick before he logged on today. How that is an odd explaination that well not going into. He had the flu and he couldnt stay away because he knew I need him emotionally. (again another odd long story that doesnt really need to be explained other that the omnious awwww that would come with it followed by the yea right could you give us some of that crack you are smoking. and I dont do illegal drugs. )
I tell Draco that I am scared with the ration of negative crap going on that it will affect us and we will fall like everyone who admires the sheer fact that for almost two years we are still going strong. ( I love my Dragon because he is laid back) With this he looks at me and says so when are we doing the renewal ceremony? did we decide on the date? Now I could have taken that as a dismissal and the start of drama. Instead I thought for amoment and realized that he was trying to tell me he isnt going anywhere nor are we in any stress or danger other than his long absences. His Flesh plane is well messed up really bad so he comes to me when he can.
It really bothers me when I sit back and watch the drama go on. If you dont want to be with the person just walk away and say no dont string them along or elope then a couple days later go back to the person you were with be fore you got involved with my family member. In short, it makes me very irate and yes I get very analytical when I am irate.
Games are for children or imature people who get off on manipulation and control, hence me calling said person accurately a Selfcentered Selfish Brat. I am sorry if that sounds harsh but in all honesty it wasnt hard enough. I even told this one to take biggest bitch out of their profile. Why because they are acting like a child that when they get in over their head and doesnt want to be responsible for the actions or emotions that they themselves do.
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